holiday

Diggin this photo of Mr. Law. He be hot. Only reason for posting that pic is becursse i likey like.
Anyway, going to gamble a little bit this weekend, and the most annoying thing is that I can't get onto any Black Jack sites here at work, totally frustratin. Totes. When we went to Vegas I got the best little cheat sheet for Black Jack. I'd like to be able to find it, but i can't . Very annoying that i lost it, wonder if Kevin has his.
Anyway, sorry for the mundane post, I am fudging my way through another Friday, only a two day work week, which is totally fab, but still not looking forward to work on Monday already !!!!!

Hope everyone has a great weekend, and that you take care of yourselves. It's a tough thing to remember to do that during the holidays. It sometimes seems like other things take priority, but we can't do it all. (we skipped two parties this week because we knew we couldn't handle it)
hope everyone is well and we'll talk more on Monday.
Love you the most.
Nate

Not really. Not really into this New Year's Eve. Can' t say why, other than the fact that I feel bad, physically. Not totally feelin better since a few weeks ago when my mom was here. She also got a cold, a real bad cough and laryngitis............it seems like we caught the same thing, although i have a sore throat still. I am definitely not myself. Going through another round of antibiotics to hopefully kick this crap. Our Christmas was totally wonderful and relaxing. Going to Kevin's parent's house is nice at the holidays. I just wasn't myself, so I feel bad that it might have impacted kevin's mood while we were there, but I tried to be cheerful. Kevin has off for the whole week and I have to work which is slightly annoying !!!!!!!
Sorry to be Debbie Downer, it's just not my good place right now. No way around it. Hopefully working out tonight will lift me up a bit.
Hope everyone is good and had a safe Holiday !!!!!

Stay Down mother f#@er

(Stay Down) We're almost to the very best part.
(Stay Down) You'll always be the pride of my heart.
(Stay Down) We too can past the test
(Stay Down) Yeah we got a lot of work.
(Stay Down) I know it ain't been the best but it certainly ain't been the worst.
(Stay Down) The drama will not last forever
(stay down) we'll beat it as long as we're together.
One day we'll look back on this , we'll be like 'remember this?'
and it's gonna make us smile 'cause in the end we stayed down..

hit the floor

Last night.

Was fun.

Holiday cheer and close-ish friends. Got a little buzzed and ate about 15 little brie and raspberry wontons. So frickin good. I really spent a lot of time in my head last night. It was fun. I just observed a lot and enjoyed my-self. I noted a few things.

Another couple we know, they've immersed themselves in almost every social network available. It's skillful and fun to watch as I'm always amazed at how ambi dextrious they are at flipping through circles.

Also, we were donned Philly's most attractive couple, by someone who'd been drinking since lunch time. LOL.

toobadsosad.

Also what i learned. Our friend BD has big balls. Good times.

Oh - Duran Duran newest is funfunfun.

And Mary J. AggressiveBlidge's new cd is fairy good, fairy good.

I will wipe that smirk right off your face mr. Get in this office right now !!!!!!!!

I thought this was important. I was waiting for Kevin yesterday in a coffee shop, scanning some very masculine editions of Vogue. They profiled this little boy in one of their pages. Robert Fairchild, a dancer in the NYC Ballet. I almost spilled my non - fat steamed milk and honey all over my blazer. The picture in the magazine was all glossy and pretty, and just shown a spot light on his..........errrr, um, strong..very strong legs and thighs. Anyway, he's apparently a hot little number on the stage....and only on the stage, i am sure in other areas he's simply a bore.

I can't stop it

There is not much i can say about this whole santa speedo thing. The one thing I can be sure of ? Official notice to the boy in the middle, i love, love, love..............your......hat (?) for reals, wow. WOW.

Other news? Not much news. Thats the news. Not much going on. Went to a party on Friday and Saturday nights, skipped one on Sunday because I was not feel well at all. I still have a kickin cold, and it was bad this weekend. Today I woke up and felt pretty damn good though. j This week is going to busy, and nice. The holidays are always fun in our world, so I can't wait for Friday to come and head to visit with Kevin's family for a few days. Gettin out of philly is nice, and just relaxing with alot of calories and carbs !!! LOL

I also can't wait to see Sweeney Todd. My senior year in high school I was in the play. I was the Beadle. My character got sliced and diced for some loverly Mince Meat Pies. I got killed in the Barber chair and dumped backwards down a slide into Ms. Lovett's Pie Shop. Good times. It was cool, I was cool.

LOL

Anyway, boy in the middle. Nice hat.

Fibroadnexal Hamartoma

The vet called yesterday. Noah had a Fibroadnexal Hamartoma, which was and is not cancerous. Against all odds, I mean for real....he is going to be fine and we cannot believe it. JUST CAN"T believe it. Thank you for the well wishes or whatever you all did. This little sucker is a trooper and will prolly out live all of us !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's green

Hello mom. This is my mom and i (nate) a few years back decorating our tree at our house here in Philly. We haven't gotten ours yet this year, but it's coming, tonight or tomorrow. For sure !!! Happy Holidays....

where in the world

Where have i been? Well, it's not been pretty. Honest. Been pretty sick and miserable, trying to pull it together and have tolerable days, but it's been tough. On so many levels. This cold has me up a good portion of the night, i've even resorted to ambien to help with some sleep, but it hasn't been working too much. So, not only sick, but much tiredness going on.
Noah is not well, he had his tumor taken out and it's been pretty awful. Because he can't touch the incision and it itches real bad, he is going nuts....running about the house like a madman. The sad news, and really terrible thing is that when the vet did the surgery she said it was very severe and that she hadn't seen a tumor like that, the blood supply to it was immense. She also said it was more than likely cancerous. For those of you who know us, you know what a blow this is, those who know kevin specifically. Noah was kevin's dog before i was his boyfriend, and very little comes between this man and his dog. So please, well wishes for Noah and our household.
Speaking of madmen......oh never mind, needless to say it's been a tough week on the relationship and hopefully the holiday spirit will prevail.
Not to be a total downer, sorry folks, it's not all terrible....just feeling the blues a little and am hoping for the best. Really what i want is for my throat to stop feeling so raw and horrible and to be able to get some sleep. Oh and for Noah to get a clean bill of health !!!! Here's to hope and to that cute little Dan-man from Gossip Girl (above)...where did he come from?

bottle it up

Montreal is only about 45 minutes from where i grew up. Walking to school in -10 degree weather was pretty typical in the winter months. Ice and snow ruled our lives from November till April, in a big way.

I played Ice Hockey from around 1st grade up until I was almost graduated from High School. I was always really good, the assistant captain and played a solid right wing. So many memories from those times.....getting up at 4 in the morning to play in Canada and freezing my little boy arse off. I love the game, have let it slip away from my passions, but want very much to play some time in the future. The problem is that it's SO SO SO time consuming and I just can't forfeit my social obligations with Hockey. Not now anyway.

The point of this? To get to know Nate a little more, and well.

This morning as I took the train to work.....i bought these hot little black boots last week, I LURV them, except when the ground is covered with ice. I broke my ass twice today.

I wished my old pair of Bauer's to appear on my feet, as i giggled through the pain.

Ta ta

Nate

nasty reputation as a cruel dude

These two weeks, or more, my gym routine has been cut in half by life and it's things. First it was Thanksgiving stuff and last week it was kevin's birthday. This week, it's my mom visiting. And it feels horrible, just horrible i say.
But enough with typical banter. enough i say.

Everybody wants to touch some body, if it takes all night.
......No Body wants to go home now, theres too much going on.

If you can't tell, this week I've rediscovered the Eagles old stuff. Really loving it. I grew up on their drum kicks and fancy lyrics. So much so that i find myself wanting to party it up when listening to them. Heartache Tonight, The Long Run, Witchy Woman, One of These Nights....goes on and on.

Anyway, Noah is in surgery today, getting a lot of work done. The last 24 hours have been really emotionally charged. He's a trooper though, and i have no doubt in the world he will have any problems. Such a little man. So, good thoughts for our little man, and for Kevin to make it through today without too many boxes of tissues.

Love you the most.
Nate

Nate Waldorf Must Eat Pie

We are the New Gossip Girl.

thas all i sayin blair. thas all.

the world carries on without

This post has nothing to do with this picture. But i felt this picture needs some more air time. Suspenders never looked so dirty.

Anyway. I am still scratching my head about the weekend. I am def. sitting in Monday feeling a bit twisted in my brain. Also had a sleepless night last evening. more on that later though.

So my mom, sorta surprisingly rolls into town Saturday, which is great...she is here for the whole week. It's so nice to have her here.
Saturday night saw us at a fab party and ....well it was a bit, oh man, I can't elaborate too much, cause, i just don't roll like that, but we had so so much fun. The party itself was so much fun, leather infused...and well, silence is golden. (thank you so much to steven and johnathan) To protect the innocent i will leave my telling of the night at that !!!!!!

Moving on - - - - we got home yesterday after eating at the Dumpling House (yes, i can't believe they named it that, but it's so so good.) and found that Noah is a little bit not good. He's 11 now and he has these tumors on his body, just little cysts really....except that this one on his neck, over the last four days grew really big and is now open. It's horrible and we are in total shock, he was up all night last night licking and stuff. Poor guy. Kev is trying to get him in to get it removed, but it's just totally heartbreaking. he's so damn helpless, and so so adorable. So good vibes and wishes for Noah please !!!! updates to follow.

ain't gonna let it go

Ain't gonna lie. I threw a pseudo party for kevin last Wednesday night. It was his birthday, too much fun on a school night. We both paid a visit to the hang over nurse Thursday, but hell, you only turn old once right?