grab a boy

i'm out of time and all i got is 4 minutes.

uh huh !

so i didn't love it at first.........howwwwwwwwwwever. I do now. much. it's going to be huge.... me thinks. 4 minutes = $$$$$$$.

and. thats all i know. I am feeling definatively strong in the spring light. Wanting to get back out there socially, which has been on hold for a bit. Just cause. We all need a break sometimes. But lately, i read Philly Chit Chat and i get a little green, i feel left out, and fully recognize that withdraw from the "scene" has it's cost. fewer invites to things. fun events. Anyway, easily built back up, which is the beauty of it all. We can make bridges in this envirionment, just as easy as I've blown them up.

ugh.

anyway. if you had your choice. where would you stay ?

• Venetian (cheaper, great location, suites.....many were newly updated and renovated)


• Bellagio (the top spot for some, beauty redefined....but the rooms are smallish and cramped and there is going to be 4 of us in a room)


• Palazzo (the brand new place, shops and things are not totally done yet....some have reported this as the place to be, others have complained about it)


• Wynn...actually, that is my first choice, but get this, they can't promise a room with two beds in it, we'd have to take our chance upon check in - are they serious ?

any other ideas ?????????????

movies of myself

who knows where this is?

whats going on kiddo? I have been trying to keep up with life lately, so so busy it seems, but doing what ? who the hell knows. we don't really show up on the social platform too much lately, that should change some when the weather is nicer and we're not bound by the cold weather.

anyway, i ramble. Thank god it's Friday, and I only have three clients today, then leave half day, and going for an amazingly relaxing weekend !!!!!

Don't know what else.....hope everyone is well and am truly sorry for being such a lame lame blogger, will be better soon , I promise you. I do.

nate

we got stars directing our fate

sand in my shoes. itch in my ginch.
ah. good weekend all around, really fun and cathartic, with good friends and good food. always a winning combo. And here is Monday. Great times.
So, does anyone who reads this go to Fusion - for training ? I am thinking of giving it a shot and wanna know what people think???

I wonder why you mean so much to me

The sun. It's starting to get my head back into life. I think I posted this already, but this picture is fun. It's fun and it's us having fun. Low Tea in the Pines.....can't wait for more summer fun. We're headed to Ptown this summer......hopefully a few Fire Island invitations will be extended..............????????

This week was terrifying. Thursday I had a doctor's appointment cancelled, one that I was waiting for with a little bit of hope and a little bit of fear....anyway it was cancelled. Later that night I show up to get my little pick me up, a hair cut....finally deciding to cut off any of the moppy floppy hair............I get there and the little boy tells me that my cutter has the flu, CANCELLED. I started to get a little moisture in my eyes, so frustrated and hurt.....I rebounded though. And am doing great !!! Here is why:

• Gavin Mikhail. I found his music this week, and I love it (it's not for everyone, moody and melodic, and sappy)
• Brooke White. For many reasons. Her rendition of "Love is a Battlefield" made me spooge a little. Then this week, I realized, as she cried on the piano singing "let it be"...........that I NEED to LET IT BE. in my heart, i know there will be an answer..............so, she spoke to me this week and let me shed a little bit o heaviness.
• planning the trip to Vegas and training for the Broad Street Run make life feel easy.
• My friends and mother are amazing. Breath-taking. Thank you.
• In the same note, my mother is a nut case right now, and she makes me feel sane.
• Philadelphia is hosting a thing called the "Urban Race" and we are going to do it...it's like the Amazing Race, but in Philly. Can't wait.

Lastly, it's Friday and I feel happy to be here.

Got it? Good, now have fun this weekend and be good to yourself.

Nate

does it hurt ?

I am not sure what to write to you right now. I've been sorta dealing with a lot this past week or so.....health things, which I won't go into, because the last thing I need to do is to devote more complusive thought process to this thing. Sorry i've been uninspired to write, trying to pull it together, and am feeling good about that today. So. Happy Thursday peeps!!
Is this hot to anyone else?