but i can't see straight anymore

Lady Ga Ga.

Have you heard that song yet ? Just Dance ???? THE song of the spring/summer. For me anyway, my feet get grooving and my ass starts moving.

Thats all i know.
oh.

And today is Monday and I can't wait until Friday already.

Straightjacket

Something so benign for me construed as cruelty

Such a difference between who I am and who you see

Conclusions you come to of me routinely incorrect

I don’t know who you’re talking to with such fucking disrespect

This shit’s making me crazy

The way you nullify what’s in my head

You say one thing do another

And argue that’s not what you did

Your way’s making me mental

How you filter as skewed interpret

I swear you won’t be happy til I am bound in a straight jacket

Alanis M.

what would you do?

Blistering heat the last week finally broke last night. Still hot inside, with no central air. We live in an ancient house, and have window units...which have been fine, but man !!!!!!!!!!!!
The new Alanis CD is by far my fave in a long long time. WOW.

all this grudge

chhhhhhhhhheck it out. Mmmmmm. everyting es good, no?
hot as hell in Philly. I can't believe how much my body can sweat....and i don't mind it. I actually like running in the heat....so. off i go.

This was shot right before I jetted to get on the Amtrak on Saturday. By far, one of the coolest things i've seen. It's in one of the Smithsonian buildings. It's this cool ass pavilion in the portrait gallery. The glass on the ceiling is broken up into tons of little blocks. There is not one piece of glass that is shaped the exact same as another. The metal which holds the glass is full of recycled denim to absorb the sounds !!!! Totally cool !!!

The metro in DC. I took this picture on Saturday afternoon. Pretty cool huh? I am not all that into subways and metro systems...but DC's feels like the hands down winner of the best one out there. So easy and so clean and nice and ..........................

this fountain of regret

It takes a special something to be Josh Wald.....and to look like this. Is that the right name ??

Well anyway, so starts my fast and furious weekend. I look at it with a bit of adventure and excitment.......I can't stand the thought of a bus.....it's just that it costs $15, compared to Amtrak which is $72. Well, what can I say. I'd rather allocate that money to fashion. Thats all.

I slept like a champ last night, finally. After a week of not sleeping. The weather was perfect. I don't have much to say......talk to you all after the weekend !!!
the most,

nate

It's a Bitch To Grow Up

I know. This picture has been all over the net in the last two days.....and i still could not help myself. COULD NOT. Um. I've been listening to his new cd for the last few weeks, inspiration and all that crap...and then this thing pops up. What the hell. Could i love it any more ? Jason Mraz ladies and gentlemen.

So. The deal...on life. I am looking forward, feeling pretty good, but tired a lot. Need nights to recoop and we've been so so busy lately that it's been hard to recoop. I guess I wouldn't have it any other way, but I find myself less and less attentive to myself. Which is not great for me ! I am aware of that.
So I am looking forward.
This weekend should be a blast. Taking the Chinatown bus to a destination for my annual Plattsburgh (undergrad) reunion of sorts. Every year we meet up in a city and have a weekend. I am cutting the weekend short and coming home on Saturday via Amtrak to go to some parties here in Philly, and we have a bunch of stuff to do on Sunday. It would be more fun to just chill away from here, but I just have too much going on to be away !!!!
Other than that, our Provincetown trip is set, minus the final payment. But our deck walks right onto the sand. Cannot wait. We usually go in August, but this year we're going earlier and we'll be there for my Birthday !!!! So much fun, and not enough time. Parties and dinner spread here and there, the summer is already on the way.

Mr. Philly Chit Chat, Hugh, himself, says my break from bloggin is over. I think he's right, hopefully things will go better and I will be in safe places without big bad baddies chasing me !!!

orange you glad i came

Did you bring me a jift?

Our Ptown plans are slowly, but surely, coming together. It looks like our house is going to be right on the beach, with steps leading into the sand. Not under a dock, but onto the regular old beach !!!

This is our favorite favorite act....and if your lookin at the pic, you can certainly see how.

In other news.........I am almost done with Gossip Girl's last episode and I LURV IT !!!

That Serena VanDerWoodsen got herself into heap of troubles didn't she ? And will Dan please come stay in Philly at our house ?

building a mystery

Is this thing on?

Oh, hello ? Well there you are !!!! Whats going on out there ? How is everyone ? I am doing well. Much more focused and ready to deal with some more BS thrown my way. It was a nice and rejuvinating weekend, getting away is the most fun ever. I also sorta came to terms with myself, in being able to see how the summer is right on top of us, and how great it's going to feel to be on the beach for a few months.
I also know that there are parts of me that I have to better investigate, hopefully that will unfold. And, enough with all that.

The trailer for The Dark Knight got me a little fluffed this morning. lookin good. I want so desperately to see Indian Jones tonight, but have a thousand things to do, so it'll have to wait.
Anyway kids, hope everyone is well and that things are just how you want them to be.
Wherever you go, there you are,
Nate

over there - - -

A Year Ago.
This Memorial Day will be our 8 th Year Anniversary. Survived the 7 year itch and are doing great !!!! We met in Rehoboth Beach, and every year we head down that way for a weekend of total relaxation and a little bit of bar fun. Not too much drinking or partying though. And i can't wait. To just get there and have no worries for 4 days. Can't wait !! Gotta get out of here, and detach from the world i've known the last week and a half. Hope everyone has a great week leading up to a fun weekend !!!!
Nate

Details in the Fabric

Last week was one of the worst weeks of my life. I can't go too much into detail....at all really, except that everything personally is fine. I tried to get out on Saturday and escape. The weekend was actually good, and provided a great deal of needed relief. Going into Monday morning, feels not good. We'll see, I might be taking some days off work this week.......or not.
Anyway, the party on Saturday reminded me what it's like to have fun again, coming back from Vegas, which was just ok, i found myself in a big fat rut. The party was a lot of fun and helped me get back to my center a little bit.
Anyway, more details and updates to follow, sorry for the lack of attention lately......
check out the title of this post, by Jason Mraz.....such a beautiful song.
Also, have you all listened to Duffy yet ? Real good !!!!!!!
Love you the most.
Nate