i shouldn't have left that message on the phone.

Its silly of me to continually put these pictures up, but it sorta lets you in on my aesthetic needs. I do like provocative ads, so anyway, its here to look at, and...........juvenile as they are, they are what they are. sorry boys.

So, the lack of posts generally speaks to the challenges right now. Feelin sorta blue, or at least powdery....not sure why, other than basic complacency. For the past two Saturday's we ended up going out.. late night..and it sorta makes me feel bad, makes me feel out of control in many ways...and at risk in many other ways.

At some point I feel like we have to make a break of doing those sorts of things, of getting back to basics and finding our center...but maybe it's not a "we" thing, maybe it's something you do on your own...which is challenging to think about, figuring out how one might go about that. This Saturday we'll be out again, late. Not too excited about it, but everyone else seems to be, so what the hell.

The better part is that Friday night will be great. Old friends coming for a visit, and in many ways we'll be going back to basics.

When we first moved to Philly we only knew a handful of people. Which was enough. We ended up having a game night every week with about 8 people, and it was great. This friday we re-engage the game night. ends up being yelling and obnoxious behavior, but good times regardless.

And yes Mika came out yesterday. Madame Mika. Good stuff. I had a lot of the songs already, only one i don't' like. The rest rock. The big girl song is ripe !!!!!

going running today outside, totally looking forward to that....gotta get that groove back. I began to get so so bored of cardio inside.

see ya later kids.

wake up tangled in the sheets