what have i done? what have i done? what have i done?

Impulsive and reactionary decision making is bad for you. It is.
For a Monday, I expect a certain amount of anxiety and insanity, i do.
This Monday, May 15th, has been abnormally intense. It was pouring when I had to get up at 7 am and walk Noah. Pouring.
Its soliel bright outside.
but still pouring man.
Really.

30 Seconds to Mars
Snow Patrol


What have i done?