where in the world

Where have i been? Well, it's not been pretty. Honest. Been pretty sick and miserable, trying to pull it together and have tolerable days, but it's been tough. On so many levels. This cold has me up a good portion of the night, i've even resorted to ambien to help with some sleep, but it hasn't been working too much. So, not only sick, but much tiredness going on.
Noah is not well, he had his tumor taken out and it's been pretty awful. Because he can't touch the incision and it itches real bad, he is going nuts....running about the house like a madman. The sad news, and really terrible thing is that when the vet did the surgery she said it was very severe and that she hadn't seen a tumor like that, the blood supply to it was immense. She also said it was more than likely cancerous. For those of you who know us, you know what a blow this is, those who know kevin specifically. Noah was kevin's dog before i was his boyfriend, and very little comes between this man and his dog. So please, well wishes for Noah and our household.
Speaking of madmen......oh never mind, needless to say it's been a tough week on the relationship and hopefully the holiday spirit will prevail.
Not to be a total downer, sorry folks, it's not all terrible....just feeling the blues a little and am hoping for the best. Really what i want is for my throat to stop feeling so raw and horrible and to be able to get some sleep. Oh and for Noah to get a clean bill of health !!!! Here's to hope and to that cute little Dan-man from Gossip Girl (above)...where did he come from?